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First Off

2010-01-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

yes, holiday again!!!
The day I like the most in a week is Friday...
Why? It's simple, for me ,Friday is the last day of a week...
No tuitions on the weekend, and the most important thing is there is no need to go to school
maybe some of you will think that I'm naive as 'week' is just like a ball,
It comes round n round, a day after another...
Friday will always pass n Monday will always come...
but in the world out there, there must be some that have the same idea with me... for example the boss of TGI Friday..
or else what is the other reason he named his restaurant as such?
Much to do over the weekend...Homework, homework, homework!!!

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2009-12-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

woohoo~ tomorrow is goin to be the last day after long hours of doin something continuously non-stop for ermmm..... I don't noe ... perhaps a week?

yes, I can now smell the fresh breeze of freedom , listen to joy n happiness knocking at my doorstep... I can't wait till that moment...The moment I walk out of the departure gateway, heading towards the security sector, scan my bag n finally, hand up my security pass to the authority-in -charge.. then...

*whee* FREE at last!!! congrats to me... ^^

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2009-11-26T19:51:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first day I started to work..
Venue: airport
At first I thought it would be cool n fun, but in fact it was totally in the opposite..
haiz~ it was damn boring...
I had the idea to quit the job after the first day... okay, I know that I will not stay long in that job...
arrgh~ aches all around my body!!!
hate it... T.T

091019

2009-10-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

I did something very terrible today....
I don't mean to dump you at the roadside...
I thought you are just kidding that you didn't drive today...sorry >,<
You sound so 'not serious' when you ask me to give u a lift back home..
Now I feel very bad about myself.... I summore raise my voice when u suddenly jumped into my car
I'm sorry that I didn't give u a chance to explain..and 'ask' you to get out from my car without any second thought.... haiz~
After I sms you and understand the whole situation... I feel even worse now..
You need to stay at there waiting for transport...
Although you said that you are not a hot-tempered person and ask what you can do to make me feel better..but it just can't change the fact..
This is even worse... I sounded like a very selfish person..

haiz~ sorry ya.. to the person-concerned..^^

Tomorrow, I'm having MUET speaking test...arrgh~ so nervous now...
hmmm... should I be preparing something?
like.. searching for some information about topic that will likely come out?
On second thought, no!! I don't want to search already... so lazy right now..
haha.. Hopefully, tomorrow' s exam will be an easy one..
Why must we be the first group for tomorrow exam???
It is juz not fair..
we should be arranged by picking numbers for turns ...
this is not fair for those people whose name starts with a front alphabelt...
In that case, they need to be the first one to try out everything, from sports, lisan, doing experiment, and now MUET speaking test...

p.s: anyway, hopefully tomorrow will be a smooth journey...

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2009-10-18T09:58:00.000-07:00

Today, I receive a very shocking news...
This news is so shocking that I hardly believe that I receive it... Can u all imagine that?
Around 3.00pm, my cellphone rings...
I wonder, who could call me in that time..
The screen shows suai, oo ... a friend from national service..
hmm... this is quite common ...but the news she is about tell me is going to take my breath off..

SHE's GOING TO MARRIED!!!

*woohoo*wao* I can't believe that she's gonna tell me this... OMG!!!
although, at the earlier month, she told me that she's goin to engage wth that guy, but, it's hardly to believe that her wedding is in this year...
right, 29/12 will be suai's wedding day..
she invited me, Mun, n the twins..
when I tell them this, they hardly believe me too...
It's not their faults to not believe in this news... oh guys, she's 18 n she looks like only 14...
anyway, i hope that Mr Right will take good care of suai n give her happpiness
suai can't afford any 'surprise' in her love lane anymore...
she has been hurt enough by those irresponsible, n coward guys back there...
suai, u'll be most beautiful bride 29/12...<3

oh yes, I can't wait to that day...
but the problem is, she lives in a kampung somewhere in Kedah...
I hardly remember her exact address... ooops... >,<
hmmm.... will my parents allow me to attend suai's wedding?
I didn't join any siam's wedding ceremony before..
this muz be a great opportunity to have a first-person view on their culture n livestyle...
wao... suai's wedding juz turn out to be a lawatan sambil belajar to me... haha
I'm really looking forward to it...
will, mun n the twins atttend the wedding?
Mun's correct... the wedding is too far, we have transport problem...
but, I really wish that we can make it...
I want to see suai get married... (I'm quite close to her during those NS days...^^)
hopefully, mun's chances to attend that wedding will turn from 20% to 100% , hahahaha,
then we can join suai's wedding together n hav a great reunion party with all of them...

haiz~ will I able to go there?
I haven't reply suai yet.... arrrghh...
If I say yes, then what if, suddenly I can't go?
sorry ya suai...
Suai, you are going to be the happiest bride on the world!!! ^^
gud luck...

p.s: End-year exam is comin soon, must work hard... gambateh everyone!!!

红豆

2009-09-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

还没好好地感受雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵著手走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后学会珍惜天长和地久
有时候有时候我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右你才追求孤独的自由

School again...

2009-08-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

Need to wake up early tomorrow as I have to go to school.... (sad) haven't go to school yet I have already missed my confortable bed, warm blanket, cool air-conditioned.... haiz~

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!!!

Enjoy it while we can.... hahaha

分享 ^^ (一)

2009-08-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

Yo, folks! I would like to share some jokes with you guys. It may cheer you up in any cloudy days.... Enjoy it....

1.电脑零件正在对话:

monitor说 : ' 我好惨, 每天给人目不转睛地看! '

keyboard说 : ' 我更惨, 每天给人家敲. '

USB port说 : '你们有我惨? 我每天给人插.'

CPU说 : '谁能比我惨? 每天给人进进出出, 也不知道干不干净, 一不小心还会中病毒! '

speakres 忍不住了说 : ' 你们别说了, 你们简直过份, 每次都是你们在搞, 却逼着我叫!!!

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^,^ 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! 哈! ^,^

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2. 这个需要点耐心, >>>>>>仔细, 耐心地读清楚噢!

一天, 狼要吃3只小猪. 3只小猪, 2只在门口, 1只在屋顶~

( 猪A和B 在门口, 猪C在屋顶上... ... A 的名字叫"谁" , B 的名字叫"哪里" , C 叫"啥么"... ...)

狼还是有点君子作风, 想让 3 只小猪死前 "英雄留名" ... ... 于是 ... ...

狼: 你是谁?

A: 对!

狼: 啥么?

A: "啥么" 在屋顶上!

狼: 我是问你的名字叫啥么?

A: 我叫谁! "啥么" 在屋顶上!

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狼又问B ... ...

狼: 你是谁?!

B: 我不是谁! 他才是谁~ (手指着A)

狼: 你认识他?

B: 嗯!

狼: 他是谁?

B: 是的!

狼: 啥么?

B: 啥么在屋顶上!

狼: 哪里?

B: 哪里是我...

狼: 谁?

B: 他是谁? ( 又指着A )

狼: 我怎么知道?
B: 你找谁?

狼: 啥么?

B: 他在屋顶!

狼: 天哪!!

A 和B: 天哪是我们的爸爸!

狼: 啥么是你们的爸爸?

B: 不是!

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狼受不了了~ 大叫~ 为*啥*么~????!!!!

A 和B: 你认识我们的爷爷???

狼听了之后立刻吐血死亡.... ^@^

~to be continued in next post...hehe...~

Are we there yet????

2009-08-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

Today is our school's marathon. Then, most L6 students need to duty as a stanioner along the road until half of the hill, Station 46??? It is just a guess because I'm nt so sure what section is that... When I reach my school, it still very early(we are so lucky because others said that when they are on the way to school , which is around 10 mins later than me, the traffic started to jam.."phew~") A GOOD START IS THE ROAD TO SUCCCESS... hehe ^^ (directly translated from chinese proverbs).. But this is not always true. Why will I said that? Reason: At first, I planned to "tumpang" my friends' car to my station, but (mana tau) they all "pang pui ki"... haiz..~>@<~..I thought I need to walk to Botanical Garden,then climbed up the hill... so unlucky >>>> haiz~<<<<<<>,<~ (It's not a joke...)Are we there yet???? Why is the road so looooooonnnnnngggg.... I must raised a thumb up for those who managed to climb up the hill. They are very 'geng'!0.0

Axxxi-Dxxxs

2009-08-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

okay,I'm sorry for not uploading my blog for a long^(infinity)time... aiyo..because recently is too busy due to the mid-term test and the Anti-dadah campaign. Once again, i'm very thankful to all those gals who had contribute their time to help me (the "school")to draw those banners n designing the flags...^^
Rxx,Jxxx,Sx,Hx,Kimhu,'yili',Mixx,Xxxxx-*thx* nice drawing skill
XxxWxx-ur designing skill is very good!!! gambateh...
Aiyo... that (you know who i'm talking about)was very annoying!!! n inconsiderate at all... we promise to finish the rest of the work after exam but she din't allow us to do so and always asked us to 'ponteng class' to do stuffs for her >,We acted like clowns when we were trying to tie one of those banners.Then, she just walked out of her cool-conditioned 'palace' n ask us to retie because *bla*bla*bla*...
XXX... at that time it was already the last period of that day,and our teacher had asked us (must)to enter class, earlier the day...haiz~

流浪汉~

2009-06-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

This is what we are in school... Students without their own class>>>> floating class Pity rite? we need to "float" from one class to another for our lessons!!! Ermmm, the first thing whenever i think of six form is HOMEWORK!!! there is loads of homework waiting for us each day... Arrghhhh,I can't stand it anymore although it is juzt the first week for me in school after SIX months of holidays for me.I have this kind of weird feeling that I can't hold a pen to write anymore...My hands are so stiff.Well,it is proven when my PA teacher ask us to copy down the questions.I just can't keep up with her speed and my writings are worse than kindergarden's. OMG!!!Everyday after I reach school, I hope we can go to recess earlier.After recess, i will just think when will we go for our last lesson? When can we go home? What is the time now? Have the bell rang? Haiz~ no matter how, I still need to wake up early in the morning to go to......

Home sweet home...

2009-05-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

Arrgh... I feel so shy this time when I'm applying for the 3-days leave.... Go back to camp not even three days then come back to Penang again...(feel extremely paiseh!!!!) At first , i'm the one who make the decision to complete the training first before going back to school and continue study... I think I could do it but in fact it is harder than i thought since in my company, I'm the only chinese left... I wish I have the chance to learn and use M16 but the path to that enjoyment is too lonely.... Now, I doubted that whether my first choice is correct or not? Without you all , things seems change a lot,I need to attend 'chinese' class alone, skip classes alone, at night no more eating while chatting before they get back from surau and what even worse is that during holidays NO ONE to chat with .... although I still have friends overthere but it is too different.... it feels lonely and weird.... In all, without you guys , National Service is totally boring, no fun at all (although from the beginning, we feel that NS is a place of hell....but now it get worsen....)Haiz~I have no way to turn back now... I guess I'll just stick with my first choice till the end...Hope to see you guys again!!!! Whenever i look back to the photos we took together, I miss all those sweet memories we had and those silly activities we used to do together.... I feel so excited when I heard YM said that you guys may be back to the camp the last day for MLM PERSEMBAHAN...woohooo~ can't wait to see you guys. Haiz .... the price i need to pay to use M16 is lonliness till m.p.

心情.Feelings

2009-05-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

14/4- 又再是Kelas Kerohanian....arrghhhh~由于我们太吵 Gee老师罚我们不准讲话(静) 不然要我们好看军法处置. 说啥会有我们永远忘不了的 punishment!!!!! 忍! 忍! 忍! 我们静了大约 1/2小时好难受!!! 最后 DB 救了我.....

华人帮!!!加油!

16/4-AIDS讲座会--"wirawati yg dibuai mimpi itu, sila bangun...." 羞羞!!~><~ nervous 到爆!!! 不知待会儿老师会问我啥问题??哈哈...晚上就要表演Dikir Barat了可是我们都还不熟悉要做些啥肯定会出丑....ermmm.... 果然不出所料身穿着绿色baju kurung 在台上愣着...咳!!! 好后悔哟! 没机会与他们拍照留念]

my friends living in the same dorm....

17/4-她, 她,她, 我又再次逃课...有惊无险...

逃课'公主们'~ 再见~><~..... 以后我得'孤军作战'了

幸亏还有你 *'~'* 不然我就不会坚持到底!!!!!
回到房间 @.@ 十分闷百分无聊...arrghh~....算了! 闭上眼睡觉吧!!!!

18/4-Hari Keluarga....yay~Miss them so muchhhhh....But when they are in front of my eyes, I can't express my feelings toward them at all. I can't tell them how much i miss them( sad....T.T)

Dikir Barat-- CB class...^^

2009-05-07T20:31:00.000-07:00

MODUL 1
Hai berakhir PT pagi,
bermula kelas CB,
muzik bunyi pintu buka, pelatih pakat lari.

Pembinaan karakter pertama
menampilkan yang terbaik,
dalam diri pelatih
wira-wirawati.

Bermula penilaian diri,
mustahil ke boleh,
sifat terpuji diri,

Bermula penilaian sikap tak peduli,
dari segi pendengaran aktif,
saya mesti melakukan,
atur cara permainan di dalam kelas CB,
Permainan b'bunyi kamil kata pakat diri
ada yang tak dengar,
pakat duk buat tak erti.

Kamil pun kata sekali lagi,
Kamil kata angkat tangan kiri,
ada pelatih hak telinga tuli,
nya angkat kaki kiri.

Habisnya permainan
B'tukar ke imej lawan diri,
Imej yang kita lihat bukannya diri sendiri
berakhirnya karakter pertama ini,
menonjolkan kecemerlangan diri
betul kata Cikgu Zul kelas CB
BAGUS SEKALI!!!!
MODUL 2
hai... Cikgu Zul tepuk sekali
batang paip naik hujung jari
nya disuruh wat turun
ngan syarat jari tak lari.

Gusti tangan kena berlawan
cokelat jadi habuan
hak menang dengan harapan
cokelat leh wak pulang

Jugel bola tiga butir
nya lambung tak lekat suter
makin pulak ngan pasangan
buddy betina buddy jantan

Bagai bayu ditiup Sang Bayu,
Jadi semak tumbuh bulu,
tanggungjawab kepimpinan
sumbangan diberikan.

Yang terima jadi qamat
Tak buat boleh bantuan
Aktiviti gelung berpusing
Badan bergulung naik pening
Butir mata turut pusing
sokmo molek jadi juling

Matlamat diajar bila masuk kelas CB
matlamat akan capai bila kita yakin diri
yakin atas diri sendiri
baru capai matlamat diri.

Penampilan org lain
amat berguna
dlm karakter kedua
semua pakat kerja
tok sah penting diri
kita kena berbudi
diajar dalam kelas CB
tentang diri sendiri
CB, CB.... OH HEBATNYA CB!!!!!
(嘻嘻^^ 我最喜欢最后一段了!!!!)

Thanks to NS...

2009-04-04T03:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks to NS..... I meet them... We solve our problems together, have fun together and 'suffer' together...

我们是一群自拍狂!!! 谢谢你们成为了我的 ' 模特儿' 不管你们是自愿还是被逼的虽然 90% 的照片是我 '劝' 你们拍的....^^

haha... 又成功被我偷拍到了!!!!

去佛会堂的途中...我也不放过他们....

与apple 共照.....是谁的手呢?

无聊的二人 @.@

Two weeks in National Service.....

2009-04-04T01:09:00.000-07:00

The first moment I stepped into the bus, I feel so excited and happy but at the same time the worry sensation monitored my feelings, worry that I can't survive here alone--ALONE!!! I never been step out from my house without any friends or relatives accompany me , not even when I'm working during holidays .... Although I acted so calm in front of my parents and friends who send me away from Penang in Pisa, actually deep inside my heart , I want to shout aloud , shoutting that I'll miss you all a lot, hoping that someone will heard me.. but all of these are already history.....

Pony and I in Pantai during PT class....

Inside the bus, I feel so bored ,no one to talk to, no one to laugh with, and no one to share stories together.....haiz.... Finally, I take in a deep breath and take the risk to talk to a Malay girl sitting beside me, namely Mun, walao her malay 腔 is so deep, I hardly understand what is she trying to say, so i juz keep on smiling , representing that I know what does she means...(so embarrasing...arrghhhh~)

Let me introduce, this is our 'Dewan Makan'...*tada*

After an hour drive, we finally reached Kem Sri Kandi at Pantai Merdeka.... ( wasai!!!! Hot till death ~><~) Nothing to do during the first week... everyday wake up at 500a.m. , eat breakfast at 7.30 a.m . then go back sleep again. After that take bath, eat and sleep!!!! In short , life overthere very 'senang', everyday only eat, sleep and shit....hahahaa...... At first, I feel that programmes in PLKN very not sistematic ..... But in the following weeks, they have proven that my first impression is wrong because we started to do all sorts of activities, for example CB class. marching, performance night and lots to mention.....

This is where we live in.... A place called 'dorm'...and now it becomes our home~

Two weeks in NS, I learn some new tricks ( I can sleep while marching, resting in 'dewan makan',and also with eyes wide-opened during classes!!! woohooo~ What makes me feel so proud is that when I'm sleepy or when I sleep inside classes, my teachers or coaches do not realise it, and I'm so lucky to escaped from the punishment!!!!! hahaha) errrmmmm...... As I'm not a very choosy person, so I have no comment for the malay food and drinks they prepared for us..... hehe.... the toilet pulak is quite okay, no comment also , beside for lots of insects like to take bath inside the pool..... but since we need to clean our toilet once a week, so basically the hygiene in the toilet still can be tolerate.

Banana which is 'bigger' than a person's head....hehe ^^

What I hate the most is that no water supply and need to march under hot sun!!!! When there is no water supply, we need to wear 'sarong' and bath in public using the water in the pool.... Lots of funny things happen for my first experience, showering using a 'sarong'... The main problem is I don't know how to wear a sarong!!!!! The 'sarong' kept slippping down from my body, Pony( a girl who is in same sch with me but has 'dikecualikan' due to health problems) and I kept laughing in the whole process of taking bath...... However , as time pases I feel that 'public bath' is a very good experience to most of us ---the kiddo in cities, unfortunately most of my chinese friends doubt what I have felt, they feel that bathing in that way is very embarrassing and thay can't acccept the truth that they need to bath like that, hence they rather don't bath whenever there is water supply shortage....朋友们,何苦呢?

The food we had in NS... Does'nt it look like we are in prison????

During 'malam persembahan', our group perform ' Dikir Barat', a tradisional Malay song..... Walao!!! After our group performance, all audience give us a big applause due to the good lyrics inside the song....(hehe ^^ feel so proud...haiz.... our group only get fourth placing because our group overtime...)

熟悉的背影

2009-03-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

今天在那儿是我三个月的最后一天也将为我的初次工作经验挂上美丽的句号。虽然当初工作只为了充实使用自己的假期已免让青春白白流失，让自己能够早日成为社会的一分子, 但工作其实让我学到了许多东西 (虽然听起来很客套,但我还是那么认为 hehe ^^)

他虽然看起来很不近人情偶而也会摆着一副凶八八的脸孔可是他一到放吃时间就会变得像另外一个人不停地说冷笑话把同座人都纷纷送到了南北极然而在某一天某一个时间他说了一句很深很深的话至今还在我脑海中排徊. 他说了只要你一踏进公司或是某某集团就等于你开始玩起那已设定已久的游戏没有回头路眼前也只留下两种选择一, 跟着大伙儿的工作方式尝试溶入他们的圈子以免被排斥即使他们有那么的无理还是啥为了生存在那种环境你们必许这样..... 二, 不与多数人为伴而选择了成为'少数民族' 被ignore.....

Aisheh~ Is'nt that "chim~"??? But, I think it is quite true how the adults play the 'GAME'.... Once we take part in the game, there is no way out, this is not just applicable for working but also in our lifes, we can only withdraw from the game by quitting the job....

Batman in act!!!!

2009-03-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

There's a bat found in HN today...(pity on that bat...as it was shocked to death, as told by others...) It laid 'peacefully on the dustpan , spreading out its wings.... I think it is an adult bat ( it is slightly bigger that i used to see in my neighbourhood)
haha^^
B-A-T-M-A-N = Man + Bat.... ermmm.... If someone acts like a bat, can I address him/her as a 'batman' or it is neccessary to have the costume first before one can 'enrole' to become an 'BAtMAN'???
let's has a debate here....

18PL

2009-03-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

At first it was the same old Wednesday like the past ones but it turned out to be the most embarrassed Wednesday I ever passed in my whole 18-years old life (Will it sound too dreamy?like not true??? neh,who cares?) I went out with JY to enjoy a movie, namely 'S** D****' (woohoo~it will be a very 'good' movie, i just knew it although i haven't watch it before) How do I know ???^^ Just take a look at the title!!!! After we bought the tickets , we acted normal and walk into the cinema... Noting happened at first but when we passed the tickets to the person in-charge, the guy asked us to hand out our ICs,but we normally din't bring it (bring IC along is very troublesome, it feels like something is stuck inside your pocket)My hands start to sweat...i have a feeling that something bad will happen...my heart thumpped so fast like it will jump out from my throat anytime...
haiz~I'm correct!!!! We're blocked!! They don't let us in, not even allowed us to change another movie...arrgh ~> <~ They said that all those movies that we request is for only ADULTS(those above 18!!!!) W **
THAT' s NOT FAIR!!! I'm 18...*sob*
Thinking back now, I should be calmer at that time.I should think positively and don't act like it was us who did wrong.. but,what to do??? It is already too late...
We can't enjoy that movie very well at the end of the day,kept thinking of the incidence that had just happen...(I'll take this as a lesson and will take my IC along next time whenever i go.....)hmmph~

Boring @.@

2009-02-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

This is what people usually do when they are boring.....

What a day TT

2009-02-14T08:21:00.001-08:00

At first, I thought it will be a very 'peaceful' Valentine Day, but it turned out to be a very unforgettable one. hmmmm..... but the unforgettable incidence does not happen in a good way, I suppose it will be totally different from what you guys expected...haiiz